In those few times that we meet during work, he sometimes tease me, asking, “what would you do if I fell for you?”, jokingly, in front of others. These happened during two separate occasions.

I did not have feelings for him during those times of “teasing.” But when these playful jokes and teasing stopped for a while, I realized that I already kept a special part for him in me.

Saddest part, I heard from my friends that he is resigning from his office.

I do not even want to know if he meant what he said about being his gf before or if he was serious in asking what if he fell for me. I just want to say this here because I cannot tell my friends that I hope we can be closer next time we meet. That we can be friends (Yeah, even just friends, I do not want to be greedy.) before he leaves his office. So that we can communicate. I do not have his number and he does not have mine. (I cannot initiate texting even if I have his digits. Ugh!) I am also not into adding people to my social networking account, like only around 20% of my Facebook friends were because I was the one who asked to be FB friends. The other 80%, they added me. Do not get me wrong. I am friendly. But I opt quality over quantity.

I’m thinking he was just really joking because the teasing was not sustained.

Tsk. Why do I always realize that I like someone late, when they are already not giving me much attention? (Because this story is not the only experience that I have which has the same plot.)

Thank you for taking time reading my post.